So.. You think you see things. Yes. And if you see something you think it’s real. No. But yes. What you see once that never will came back. You see the light on the street. You see your love. And you have feelings. You create feelings for everything what you see. And this feeling make this things what them really are. You see the light once. You think about it. And you never feel this again. These feelings become memories. But your mind can lie to your brain. And your brain can lie to your mind. That’s matters. The one and only thoughts what’s real are the feelings. Honestly I can’t understand fully yet. But I’m one the way what I want. So I tell you. Your memories… They can bad. And they can good. The only difference is the feelings. I have bad memories with good feelings and I have good memories with bad feelings. And why don’t I care about it? Because these all stuff it’s just not real. Not now. I saw some world. I saw some people. I saw this world. I saw the animals. And all creations in this Earth. And honestly… The past is in past. The future not exist. The only chance we have is the now. Just now. Our memories lie to us. Why? Because we controll these. We want the bad feelings because we are weak. We are good feelings cause we are weak. But is these feelings in this time… You are really happy or really sad. But this emotions just passed away. You have the now. And if you really love someone (your boyfriend, your girlfriend, your cat…) That’s emotions stay for a long time. But if you really want you can walk out of these shit. And you must. Why? Because you are not alone with your pain or your happiness. Someone care about you even if you can’t see. Somewhere in the world. You think this is a bullshit? Yeah. You can think. But you can see the world too. And if you do I hope you find your happiness. I lost my real one love (my first little black cat who borned in my hands). Yeah. That was shit. And you lost your mother or sister or father or your dog. I don’t really care because the reason why you here so simple. Pain. And learn. So learn from your shit.